Saturday, November 21, 2009

I Might Be Going Here This Summer:




Well not specifically this building (although I don't doubt I would visit this place), but this is Chiang Rai, Thailand. I applied and interviewed for a job as a Country Director with an international development group called HELP International. For those of you who are wondering, HELP is the same organization that I went to Uganda with during the Summer of 2008. This time, if offered the position, I would be responsible for all the volunteers in-country and oversee all of their projects. In addition to this, this is the first time HELP International is expanding into Thailand. So the opportunity to pioneer relationships and development work is exciting to me. Keeping my fingers crossed...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

A Week of Shows

Monday was David Bazan (see previous post), Wednesday was a clarinet concert with a friend for her music class, and last night was these guys:



Pinback has been one of my favorites, ever since I was introduced to their music, by my oldest brother, sometime back during the summer of my freshman year of high school. (Shameless plug for how long I've been listening to them...) Pinback is Rob Crow and Armistead Burwell Smith IV, a.k.a. Zack. This is actually my third time to see them live, and I have to say, it was the best of the three shows I've been to of theirs. They aren't putting out a new album, that I am aware of, in the near future. So, this tour was mostly just to please fans. And please they did. The set list was incredible, from start to finish, including a three song encore.

Like David Bazan, an enthusiastic two thumbs up.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

The First of A Few This Week

Last night, I saw this man perform at Kilby Court.



David Bazan might be one of the friendliest musicians I have ever seen play. And besides that, he puts on an incredible show. This song is titled "Hard to Be" from his latest album release, Curse Your Branches

As you might now, Kilby Court is a smaller venue, so it makes for a pretty intimate show. Two thumbs up.

For the record, let it be know that David Bazan loves the great Salt Lake.

Monday, October 5, 2009

And Another

Today marks two months since the operation. This post is a couple of days late, pertaining to the information I will share, but... Eh, I have no excuse. I have plenty of time on my hands.

Anyways, a little over two weeks ago (Sept. 21), I was cleared to start putting weight on my foot. During that same week, I started physical therapy and came that much closer to having a totally healed foot. (By healed, I mean surgical wounds = closed.) This past Monday (Sept. 28th), the doctors finally graduated me from wound care, which means the surgical wounds closed, but with a word of caution to be careful to stay away from activity that might cause the wounds to re-open. Long story short, I am not quite walking on my own yet, but my mobility has significantly increased. Physical therapy is going to be a couple of months long, and by the end, we will hopefully have the results I'm looking for. It's a really strange sensation to walk on a partial foot. I don't know how to balance my weight, so certain parts are sore. I also am not sure how to roll off my foot like in a normal step, so I walk kind of flat footed and like a duck, but that will come with time and strength. My right calf is still only about half the size of my left one. Anyways, here's the latest picture.



In other news, I've been home from my mission for over two years now. To commemorate this momentous occasion, here's what really happens in the MTC.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Okay

Because I want you to believe me that my foot is getting better, and because I am kind of sick of looking at the last picture of my previous post (I'm sure you are too), here is a picture taken yesterday (09/15/09) of the progress.

Let me know what you think.



Oh, and excuse me for how white my foot is. I kind of spent the summer in bed. Might want to put your sunglasses on if you plan on clicking to enlarge the picture.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

See For Yourself, but Don't Say I Didn't Warn You

Well, I've gone through most of the pictures from the last two months. It was difficult to know which pictures to include and which to leave out. The next nineteen pictures document the transformation of my right foot from bad to worse to awful to gross to better to tolerable to healing and finally, almost healed. The only thing I ask, is that you keep these pictures on the blog. I know, this is a public blog, but I don't want you taking liberties and emailing them to your sister's friend's uncle. Know what I mean?

Anyways, I'm not really feeling commenting on every picture. I think they tell the story better than I could. But to start you off, the first one was taken July 3rd, a couple of hours out of the first operation. The collection ends with some pictures of what was taken during the second/final second operation and how it is all coming together. To be honest, it actually looks a lot better now than the final picture indicates, but I'm saving some pictures for a different "Before and After" post.

View at your own risk.





















Oh, and the white stuff on the last picture is medicinal ointment, and the picture of the bloody square on my leg is the donor site for the skin graft used.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Injury Update

Its been almost a month since the operation. The healing process has been slow, but it's healing nonetheless. I want to post some pictures, but I don't want to lose any readers. So, help me decide which pictures to include and your maximum levels of tolerability towards graphic pre-amputation and post-amputation photographs. I will say this though. Some of the pictures, though appearing nasty, are truly cool. Keep that in mind. Hope to hear from you.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

From the Horse's Mouth

Alright, here goes another attempt.

You may have seen the pictures on Facebook. You might have heard I was hit by a car. Maybe you haven't heard anything at all. Regardless of the above situation above you find yourself in, I would like to set the story straight and put some rumors to rest. I feel that it's about time for an explanation.

As mentioned in an earlier post, I was hired back as an employee this summer at Amangani Resorts in Jackson Hole, WY. (Shameless advertising...) On the same mountain as this resort, are privately owned homes, that often ask for our services as a matter of convenience to the home owner or the guests they invite to stay at their residence. This may seem like useless information, but it is actually the background to this particular experience.

On the afternoon of July 3rd, I was with some co-workers making visits some visits to the above mentioned homes on some routine maintenance "Check-ups," if you will. Less than 45 mintues away from clocking out for a weekend full of 4th of July activities, I recieved a call over the radio, that a garage door at one of the homes would not close. I opted to respond to the call and headed down to the home to check things out. When I arrived, I saw that one of the cables, connecting the garage door to the motor that raises and lowers the door itself, was lying on the floor. Knowing that this was not "Normal," I investigated the other cable on the opposite side of the one lying on the floor. To my dismay, I found the other cable in a jumbled mess. Wanting to carry out my instruction to close the garage door, I recalled that a garage door can be lowered or raised manually, as I had seen it done many times before at my own home. I walked outside of the door, placed my hand underneath the door, and began to situate my feet, in order to slowly lower the garage door safely to the floor. However, I grossly underestimated the weight of this particular door. Placing my hands on the door was enough movement to set the door in motion. Before I knew what was really happening, 1500 pounds of masonite and redwood came crashing down. I wasn't able to react fast enough. Fortunately, the momentum of the door pushed most of my body out of the way. Unfortunately, it was moving too fast for my feet to find a way out and I found myself pinned underneath the garage door. My feet had been crushed.

Reacting instinctively, I pulled on my right foot out from beneath the door and began to work on my left foot. But my left foot would not budge. I soon realized that luckily, the garage door had pinned mostly the shoe of my left foot, and I slipped my left foot from the shoe, to freedom. I was relieved to find only a small bruise on my big toe nail on my left foot, but my right foot was seriously injured by the crush. I used my radio to call for help and in a matter of minute, the General Manager was at the residence and he rushed me to the ER. I was relieved the find out that I had miraculously escaped any breaks in any of the bones of either of my feet. However, an orthopedic surgeon soon enterned the room and began to unfold to me the extent of the damage done. Apparently, the force and pressure of the garage door crushing my right foot has dislocated every bone in each of the toes of m right foot, and in order to prevent arthritis or other future problems, they would need to be pinned surgically. This was not all. The force of the 1500 pound door has caused such extreme swelling in my right foot, that a condition called comparment syndrome was setting in. Essentially, what this means is that the muscle swells so much, that it begins to cut of blood flow to the remainder of the foot, dangerous to the survival of the tissue not receiving the blood. To solve this problem, two fasciotomies were in order. (For those who are not familiar with the medical jargon, they needed to make two surgical cuts on the top of my foot to allow the swelling the continue beyond its normal swelling point, which would allow the blood to flow to the remaining tissue and toes.)

I woke up from surgery to find myself looking like similar to wolverine, as I now had five pins sticking out of the ends of my toes on my right foot. After a rough week of recovery in the Jackson Hospital, the doctors determined that they did not have the resources in Jackson to continue treating my foot injury and plans were made to send me to Salt Lake City, UT, to see more specialists and be exposed to a wider variety of possible treatments.

And that is where I have been for the last three weeks. On a daily basis, I am being treated by hyperbaric medicine. The hope is that the oxygen rich environment would aide in the healing process and encourage the tissue around my toes to heal properly. The incredible thing is, we have seen amazing things happen as my foot took on the healing process. The human body is truly incredible, however, after three weeks of treatment and a month after the injury, the extent of the crush has fully revealed itself and clear demarcation is present. The garage door simply crushed my foot to the point were all the blood vessels serving my toes exploded and were not able to rejuvenate. What does this boil down to?

Tonight is the last night I will have all 10 of my toes. Tomorrow morning, August 5th, 2009, I will enter once again into the operating room to have what is called a transmetatarsal amputation. Essentially, they will remove all 5 of the toes on my right foot and take away as much of the dead tissue as necessary to provide a health healing environment.

For some, this might be too much information, for others, this might not be enough. At this point, I don't have all the answers. What I do know, everything happens for a reason. I know that things will work out for the best. I want to take a quick minute and thank everyone for their prayers, fasting, their love, and support. It means the world to me to have such a large support group and such good friends. I appreciate it all. And because of you, I know that this is just one of those things life throws at you, that I will learn to live with, and won't let it slow me down. Afterall, I feel really blessed. It could have been much worse, and people have endured much worse. I think we all take a turn at this.

You should know, that I am doing well and I feel great. There will be more to come as the story unfolds.

I hope that this was enough to put some rumors to rest...

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Too Bad For You

I just had my whole blog post about my injury this summer ready to be posted and it mysteriously vanished. I'm a little too upset about that right now to re-type it, especially since I had to do the whole thing via my cell phone, that you will just have to wait until I have the energy/desire to do that again. Until then, keep feasting off the rumors...

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Summer 2009

So I am in Jackson Hole again. I was lucky enough to get my same job back as I had last summer, working at Amangani (a posh resort outside of town). Just wanted you to know. Once the summer gets rolling with the activities, I'll post more. Don't give up on me yet. Check back soon.